Done! Five a day for a month or so and 150 flew right by. Now I should really do it again…
3. Run a half marathon
What’s that?! Done. Did it. Ended up running this half marathon in July instead of the one I originally planned to make room for the road trip in May, but it happened all the same. And my dad was there biking circles around me because dads are the best.
4. Record an album
It’s happening. Oh boy is it happening. Coming at you soon. Maybe October… probably November.
5. Master my camera
This one feels far. Much further than the other ones, I think because it’s so ambiguous. Will I ever actually master it? I can become better at it, but I won’t necessarily feel I have reached mastery, at least not this year.
This is a lesson for myself: next year, only set goals with clear moments of achievement. Like a half marathon – either you do it or you don’t. Ambiguous goals cause a little bit of stress because you’re never quite sure if it’s done.
6. Watch every Best Picture nominee
This is the one I’m still reaping the benefits of. Being able to talk to people about movies is so much fun for me – everyone has their opinions, everyone has their favorites, everyone’s still upset that Lego Movie wasn’t nominated (or maybe it’s just me?). Just last week I had a conversation with someone about Whiplash, and The Grand Budapest Hotel comes up on occasion. If you’re interested in what the nominees looked like this year, check out the Ultimate Guide to the 2015 Academy Awards.
I think this is going to be a fall thing. I HAVE at least three C.S. Lewis books, but I have only really read half of one. Actually, half of two. So, one…? Technically?
I’ll probably have to crack down on these while I’m traveling in October and November. Maybe the colder months will make this easier. I have plenty of faith that this one will work out.
9. Hike Mt. Washington
But I’ve hiked so many other things! Come ON. I haven’t done this yet and the hike-able weekends are dwindling… Perhaps late October. I will still hold out hope. This might be the one that gets away (until next year).
10. Pare my wardrobe down to 25 pieces
Let’s be honest. I forgot about this one entirely. Let’s get it done! Together, maybe?
What I’m Learning
One thing I have noticed, as I sift through these nine-month-old goals, is how these goals still apply – these are still things I value, things that are exciting to me.
I also have noticed my tendency to forget or minimize what I have accomplished.
I forget that there was a time when I hadn’t read all of the Psalms. When I had never run a half marathon. Goals that feel so far away don’t seem far away once you can cross them off of a list – in fact, they feel easy. I forget the work that went into them, the hours spent reaching them.
Setting goals, for me, means drawing the blueprints for the person I want to become. Imagining a wild, future world in which I can do everything I want to do. Imagining a future self.
And now, nine months in the future, I am that person. At least, technically I am. I don’t feel any different, but I am different.
I’m not sure what I want to say about that.
Maybe it’s that we should take more moments to look back on who were so we can realize who we are becoming. Things feel slippery and terrible sometimes, but goals, even September goals, allow us to envision a future self who will find those things easy. Doable. Done.
How are your resolutions feeling? Do they still feel like you?
The summer is almost over. That’s it. That’s all there is. That’s all there’s allowed to be, because otherwise we wouldn’t fully appreciate it and blah blah blah gratitude.
It’s deep into the fall right now, which is absurd, and I want to know what you are all are doing. I want to know your plans and your frustratingly large goals.
I’ll go first…
Read a dang book
I’ve been reading, but not with the rolling motivating I usually have. I’ve been losing momentum this summer. I have a couple of books on my bedside table right now –
Orthodoxy: This is a book to wade in. It’s taking me a LONG time to read it, but I’m underlining and writing in the margins and taking time to soak it in. Even so, I think it’s going to take another read through to get it all.
People have fallen into a foolish habit of speaking of orthodoxy as something heavy, humdrum, and safe. There was never anything so perilous or exciting… It was sanity: and to be sane is more dramatic than to be mad.
White Teeth: A Novel: So far so good. Her voice is rich and refreshing and I’m eating it up. I have a feeling this is going to be one of my favorites this year.
Any tips for carving out time to read? I need to be better at that.
Climb some mountains
Ooh boy friends, I am on a hiking kick. I have spent countless hours in September planning hikes and looking at tent sites and researching trails and I am madly in love. Here’s what the fall hiking schedule is shaping up to be –
Mt. Webster, Mt. Jackson, and the Mizpah Spring Hut (October 3-4)
Columbus Day hike (in planning mode)
If you have any suggestions for great hikes in New England, give a lady a holler.
Spend time at home
This one is a biggie for me. September was full of plans and long luxurious coffee breaks and lingering meals in living rooms and it was so good. But my space is suffering. It is struggling along. My room? Let’s not talk about it. My pantry? I found something in there that expired four years ago. I have not lived in this apartment for four years. I want to hang up those shelves I’ve been meaning to install. I want to find a spot for everything. I want to buy the things I need but have been forgetting to buy. I had a dream last night where I had two cutting boards. My subconscious is trying to tell me that my life is a mess and I need to get it together and buy a dang cutting board.
Over the past month or so my apartment – my space – has been in a total state of transition. Furniture, no furniture, total anarchic mess, clean and beautiful. It’s been everything. Finally it feels like everything is settling down, and I want to focus during the fall on creating a space that feels like me. A space that allows me to move and breathe and create.
Make yourself comfortable.
First things first – your creative space should fit you, not the other way around. I have a couch, but I prefer sitting on a couch cushion on the floor. That’s fine. Do what you like. (more…)
I have always been one to fill notebooks to the brim with words. Songs, poetry, snapshots of the day. But I have always been a words person – not a drawer, not a painter, not a creator of things. But over the past month or so, I have had such an urge to create. I picked up a watercolor set on a whim a couple of weeks ago and I did it – I started painted when I felt the need to paint.
If you need a creative pick-me-up, here’s what I found: (more…)
I found some words I wrote during the road trip and thought I would share. They’re pertinent whether or not you’re on the road. I have been so focused the past few weeks. Summer feels like it’s spinning to a close, so soak it all up. New roommates are moving in, so get your life together and don’t leave leftovers in the fridge for that long. The fall is coming up, so find the perfect sweater and buckle up.
Instagram gets a bad rep sometimes. People say photos are replacing memories and Instagram is replacing our presence in beautiful moments. Photos should never take the place of presence, of appreciating an event. But don’t be shy about taking pictures of details – things you might forget like the huge head of foam on your beer after a long day of driving or the pattern of the floor in that cute shop in Boise. Taking pictures can help you stay aware of little things – details, textures, and colors. (more…)
The crazy parts of your brain come out to play after twelve hours in a car. Sarah and I spent over a hundred hours in the car over the course of just a few short weeks. If we’re experts at anything, it’s how to be in a car with one other person. Over that time, I learned so much from her about how to appreciate (and become) an awesome co-pilot. Here are a few tips for how to love your trip (and each other): (more…)
Naturally, this means I think I know everything there is to know on the subject and feel the need to share all of my newly discovered wisdom on the topic.
Unfortunately, all I can do is share our experiences. Let’s start with preparation. To be honest, we didn’t do a lot of it, but I think that was for the better. We scheduled a couple of Airbnbs throughout the trip, scheduled the basic outline of our days, but didn’t plan much in the way of activities or meals. Here’s what we DID prepare: (more…)